So So So long nv come here blog le wor... abit busy plus this few days internet down leh... ah yo yo... so sian lor... no internet, my com is like half useless sia.. heEx...
Now at mac, using sheng de laptop, he doing compo ? hahaha.. lolz, so ting hua... let see... past few days happen wat leh...
working working... missed tat sentosa secondary sch classmate gathering then... today also lazy to go for my 2nd round gathering with my primary sch classmate... both is because i'm slping... opps... lolz... haiz, missed the fun....
hmmmmm..... after tat problem... me and her... still the same.... still nv talk much... even lesses than before... ya la.. tats for sure de.... so regret for wat i have done... regret everything tat i have told her before and in the end, i didn't do... haiz... seems like everything should end right after the problem finish but i dunno why, i still hold on to it... bear to let go of her... and began to realise her improtant... began to feel sorry... began to hope tat she can forgive me... and be with me... but... its..... impossible at all... why i still like this... haiz...
Reflashing back months ago... holding on to your hand... and chatting on the bus... I really hope tat the time can just stop for the sick of me... or maybe the bus trip... nv have an ending... haiz... tat time still keep on pushing you... doesn't think for you... doesn't give u time to solve your problem still keep on telling you tat i will wait... haiz... ended up with another one... haiz... why always when things happen le, then i realise my mistake... haiz... i really regret alot... but everything has become too late le... so late so late that wat i do now, will nv ever helps.... haiz... i didn''t manage to give u the happiness u wan... instead, the nightmares u running from... haiz... this is not wat i wanted... also not wat u wish for... but it happened.... haiz... Its My Fault...
Rmb i told u in the bus... i say it in chinese, " In the future, will we be like this ?? " you replied, "dunno" ... rmb the white hair old man and woman.... they were just sitting right infront of us... haiz... haiz...
Sorry to bring you all the unhappiness this few months...
I have alot to say..... but my mind are stopping me... my fingers are not listening anymore...
I can't continue on le...