Hmmm... after rearranging my links... look better... haha...
Must blog liao sia..... Coz my stupid Best Fren come Brother *Sheng* ask me to blog... hahaha... sheng... don't like tat leh... make more frens in class and sch ok... make new frens doesn't mean old friends gone... its all depend on ourself whether to stay contact anot de ma... no worries... once brothers, forever brothers... Brothers Blood Burning !!! kk... lets just started... this few days at home very sian... rotten liao... coz didn't get into poly, plus... i just quitted my job last sat... then from tat day onwards... erm, sunday i think i did nth much... but da jie got drop by after bryan(nephew) swimming lesson at tampines complex... had lunch together... than also talk alot... ask all abt my army stuff again... ask me to think and think again... but in the end... i still going army... kk... then monday... evening... join my brothers for basketball... then tueday,rot at home... wed... bing called me in the afternoon and ask for lunch together, coz he was nearby mah... but i lazy la... haven even brush teeth, wan me go down eat... siao... but he very good... help me buy lunch instead... haha... thanks thanks... then we chatted while i'm eatting la... after tat, play Winning Eleven & NBA (playstation2 game)... aftertat... wee ask for basketball at abt 6+... i was like so happy !! got things to do sia... can play bb... shoick... then later sheng called, and ask me wan to eat... then i ask him to come along and play bb... since he finish sch ma.... then good lor... we all ride bicycle to the other part of tampines after the meal... and bing took bus... hmmm.... then today leh... was suppose to go tangs and find the auntiesss and CK de... coz ck at tangs alone sia... is sian de lor... one youngster, one male... omg... ke lian.... but in the end... coz i midnight nv slp ma... play game alone... then end up... 6+am then slp... around 12+pm... cannot get off from bed... so sms ck, i can't make it today... hahaha... psps... end up i 5pm+ then woke up... opps.... ya... when i woke up... i was shock !! oh my fucking god !! wheres my GOD !! ya... i mean god... really... stupid dad... this few days like cannot wait to sell this house like tat... siao de lor.... he like crazy de... all of the sudden... clear the plants and table outside... then move the shoes rack from the living room to outside... siao... all our shoes are place outside... easily get stolen u know !! my sis and mum are all complaining lor... but bo pain... he move tat outside... luckily also like... no one will come and steal la... then living room de small refrigerator and table also throw... oh man.... then today... he throw the "sheng cuo" i mean.... god table or wat la... all disappeared lor... siao... from the day i live in this house... this god accompany the house for years le sia... nv change before then now throw it all of the sudden... at least make it the last thing we move la... fuck up man... living room left the sofa and tv set only... cb... he move all this so fast also no use... this house no matter wat also will sell but need time to prepare de ma... stupid leh... he think wan sell... all thoses document can be done within a day and sell tml ar... he think he's the only one who is going to divorce and sell house meh... cannot wait ar... !! haiz.... kk... drop this subject... sell also good la... walk separate ways... mum can live better... no need to quarrel with him everyday and night... anway, today mum got back home abt 6+, she also shock... very shock... got ask him why go move away the god... but he just say in the end also need move de... but mum also not angry la... coz she also understand ma... heEx... she grown up alot !! haha... then i accompany her and went coffee shop eat lor... after tat got buy abit abit things la... the nice part is tat, we walk pass the fruits stall and i tell mum, i wan apple... she then choose and picked 2 apple... buy and wash straight away... heEx... so sweet lor... i don't mean the apple... the apple taste alright only... i mean mum and me... heEx... i love the feeling... we are so closed... heEx... Warm my heart ~ ~ ~
To SinYi...
kk... Lets read this one by one ok... hmmm... u wrote alot... so i reply u paragraph by paragraph... parts by parts... kk... oh ya... ppl, reading my blog... my post now... u all also can look at her blog for more details and clearer image... i think u don't mind right sinyi ?? maybe i sound very sarcastic.... Very Sorry... but since u blog it down... u also don't mind ppl read and see le right...kk... At first... u all break off the first time... ben cry right... the next day, rmb, i called u... i was abt to scold u... but u cried in the phone... then ask can we all stop asking u, the questions... okok... u was crying... i also nv ask and put down the phone le... in the end, patch... then break again... this time i nv call u le... i nv ask much le... coz i, don't even wan to care abt your things and feeling le... don't wan to care abt your problem or the path u choose le... indeed, u are surely thinking, why we all nv contact u or wat right... nv come scold u right... haha... for wat... break one time, patch and break again... nonsense... who will wan to fuck care u anymore... kk... i reply wat u wrote in the blog first... later got miss out anything... i just add it in at the end of this paragraph... Good... u saying ppl are again, using another yan guang to look at u le right !! u use the word again... because the first time u break with ben... ppl change their yan guang le ma... now break 2nd time... then again lor... right... ya right, u can't blame ppl if we do tat... but u fucking well think again... wat have u did and said in the past... dunno wat u told to the others la... but u rmb got one time, me and u was walking to ben house... and u told me the secert tat jared is wooing u and told u wat he like u from the beginning or watever shit la... then break off with her gf because of u, hurting himself for u... but u told me tat u will nv love him or wat so ever.... say wat u will nv be together with him... then next few days also chatting at msn or wat... told me tat u will try and try to convince him, no matter wat... u will not be together with him... i totally totally believe in u, believe your words as a fren... but in the end leh... FUCK OFF LA... u don't mean wat u say... instead do the things u said u wun... Fine... continue ar... u say u will lose your frens and say we are right to support our buddy... u can think anot... even if a person dunno u, heard this situation and story... u think the person will support u instead.... FUCK... and U FUCKING RMB THIS OK... u didn't lose us as a fren... even u need help... we'll be there... but instead, we lose the trust in u.... really... TOTALLY... u say u wan us to scold u right... OIE, SCOLD INFRONT OF U RIGHT... DON'T ACT PURE AND INNOCENCE, DON'T SAY UNTIL U DON'T HAVE ANY WRONG OR TAT U NOT THE FIRST PEOSON TO BE BLAME CAN ANOT !! BITCH, IS TAT WAT U WAN... NOW SCOLD U LE, SCOLD U SO MUCH... WHY, SO TAT, IN YOUR HEART, U FEEL BETTER RIGHT... AT LEAST, FINALLY...... GOT PPL COME AND SCOLD U... WAN US WRITE DOWN OUR NAME SO TAT U KNOW, WAH, SO MANY PPL HATE U, I DON'T MEAN HATE... I MEAN.. .SO MANY OF YOUR FRENS SAW THE TRUE COLOUR OF YOURS... TATS WHAT U WAN MA... CB, FUCKING GIRL... kk... i scold u too much... i haven explain things... scold u... ppl comfirm think i'm unreasonable de... kk, next paragraph... don't tell me u crying now lor... all your tears are fake de la... u didn't realise u have wrong and u didn't realise u have CHANGE... u didn't know... u just continue and read... since, tats wat u wanted and i'm doing u a favour... if not i wouldn't care and just keep quiet and say nth lor... just like the others... don't wish to care more... 2nd paragraph... ya ya... u made the decision... u think u are right... make up your mind and choose le... good lor... this one we can't help... ways are left for u to choose and decide... since u wan tat... we can't say anything... u think ar... Jared or Ben didn't point a knife at u ok, u decided who to choose and go for... ya... Stuck tat in your mind... GIRL !! Coz one day... i Swear... u will totally regret... if u didn't regret, i chop off la... !! hahaha, why i put myself into the water... siao... i shouldn't care hor... nvm la... ah ya... protecting your sweetheart jared wat... ask us not to blame him... haha... tell u something now, which is very very true... "LOVE IS BLIND"... ya, indeed... so... heEx... totally sarcastic... why m i giving myself trouble in writing all this sia... write le, ppl all think i unreasonable de... but nvm la... thoses who know the story... wun blame me... dunno the story... just look look and forget ok... haha... 3rd paragraph... we no rights to comment...but only advice... agree agree... but u think... u done all this shameful things and stuff... ppl will still think u are pure and good ?? hahaha... FUCKING IDIOT... u are turning yourself to us and saying we have no rights to comment... did we interrupt during the break... or patch... its u who called for the shot... FUCKER... its u who initiated the break and patch... and only after tat... we console ben... and trying to make things easiler for him... FUCKING FORGETTING U THIS BITCH... SAYING ALL THOSES, WE ARE WRONG ? BTW, U DIDN'T KNOW WE SAID TAT... BUT YOUR HEART AND MIND ARE TELLING U TAT WAT U DID WILL MAKE US SAID TAT RIGHT... FUCKING GUILTY RIGHT... SLUT... oh man !! stopppppp scold u first... explain finish first... wah, my case was added in wor... haha... yaya... no one should be scolded... but are u thinking tat... doing all thoses... doesn't even deserve ppl to say a single word... not even scolding u ?? haha... don't make me faint la... ppl scold u... hope u can change mind or tell u wat they think... ppl scold u because u not living alone whereby no one seems to care... ppl scold u is for your own good... ppl scold u coz they can see how a ppl is on the other view... cannot judge something on your own de ma... this world alot of things we dunno and dunno the other darkness part of the world... ppl around u may know even better... even more... really... no lies... but all this, if u didn't take it to heart... and didn't listen and think through... tats up to you... maybe one day... no one seems to be there for u coz u don't wan ppl to COMMENTS on your things right... but again... did u see us all going after u and scold u... did u... we don't even wan to care for u... tats wat u wan... now instead, wan us scold u... haha... now i scold u, also just doing a favour... don't even wanna care la... oh ya... we will console ben... don't need to tell us wat to do de lor... BITCH, SINCE U DOING ALL THIS HURTING STUFF TO HIM, MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS... WE WILL TAKE CARE OF HIM...u dunno tat... when u saying "d onli thing u all shld do/can do, is juz consolin ur fren, n help him get outta dis misery he's hvin.. not makin d probs worse.." hahahahaha... ya... indeed, i feel tat u are really bullshitting... completely nonsense... u dunno tat we brothers... even i working afternoon shift, had supper with frens... heard news tat ben hurt himself or wat... i just went to his place after supper lor... console him... don't wan him hurt himself and all thoses... even the next day i was working morning and i just had a few hours slp tat day... so pls... we can/will help him.. no need u to tell us wat to do... and FUCKER... help him get outta dis misery he's hvin.. not makin d probs worse... U CB FUCKING GIRL... MAKING ALL THIS PROBLEM AND WAN US SOLVE IT... HELP HIM... THIS MISERY THING IS U WHO CREATED... DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW IDIOTIC U ARE... WE AREN'T MAKING PROBLEM WORSE... IF WITHOUT SCOLDING U INFORNT OF HIM DOESN'T HELP... WAT U EXPECT US TO SAY... SAY U VERY GOOD ? WAIT FOR U ? DON'T BE SAD AND PROVE TAT HE WILL WAIT FOR U ? BITCH.. U ALSO DON'T WAN HIM LE MA... LEFT HIM... DUMP HIM... U JUST TOTALLY SUCKS... THEN WAT CAN WE SAY... SCOLDING U INFORNT OF HIM JUST WUN MAKE THE PROBLEM WORSE LOR... WE AREN'T SAYING U AND JARED ARE NOW DOING WAT... SAW BOTH OF U GOING WHERE... OR WAT.. .WE NT DOING TAT OK... SO PLS... FUCKING BITCH... DON'T ACT CLEVER INFRONT OF US... argh argh argh... u argh wat... idiot... scold u so much... u got a clear mind to take them in ma... stomach it !! we didn't treat u and jared as enemy just because u and him together ok... don't be childish... don't act your smart clever mind infront of us... mind not mature yet wan us to think over... u then go and face the wall and reflect on yourself la... jared is wat type of person... i know... we guys know... i hate him not because he is with u... if he with other girl instead... just simply the same logic... A SUCKER... he himself got gf le... take tat in mind leh... got gf still wan others... FUCKER LOR... tats why... and somemore... this happen on u !! BITCH... u did just the same thing as him... same logic... same FUCKING IDIOT THING WHICH HURT OTHERS SO MUCH... THIS IS WAT WE ALL HATE AND CALLED, BETRAYER... UNDERSTAND MA?? IDIOT... IF WE DUNNO EACH OTHER... I HEARD THIS STORY... I'LL ALSO HAVE THE SAME FEELING... WHY IS THE PERSON SO SUCKS.... BUT THIS HAPPEN TO MY BROTHER... THIS HAPPEN ON MY FRENSSS... OH MAN... HAPPEN ON U... SOMEONE I TRUST SO MUCH AND REALLY A GREAT FREN I HAVE MAKE... BUT IN THE END... NO WAY MAN.... GO THINK OVER LA... SUCKER BITCH... LOVE IS SO BLIND... BUT AT LEAST WAKE UP AND THINK WAT IS WRONG AND RIGHT... IDIOT... u may think u already wake up... tat why u choose jared and be with him... hahaha... i keep silence for this... next ...... ben take u for granted and u almost cried everynight... oh... icic... in the beginning, we can see that ben not treating u good... really... when u all just started only... sometime when ben just shout infront of u or wat... we all can see... and other things la... after tat, we all will group together and chat... and actually pity u coz your first bf is ben... and we all know ben is flirt flirt de type... maybe still got other things he treated u, unfairly and take u for granted but... tats wat a person u choose in the first place and agree to be with... couple together is like someone give more... someone take more de... very hard to be fair... maybe until after a few years la... how can say... not treating u good then break... U KNOW WAT... TAT IS DISRESPECT OF LOVE... SEEING THAT THERES A PERSON BETTER... U GO FOR IT... your mind isn't clear at all when the 3rd parties are there lor... really... have u think through... ben have/will change for the better... we all can see tat he is very serious with u and not toying u... I SWEAR HE CAN EVEN MARRIED U... but will jared ?? he this FUCKER... PLAYBOY... HE WILL MARRY YOU ?? HAHAHA... IMPOSSIBLE... to him... one is nv enough... but too bad lor... u fall in love with jared and think tat ben not good le..... ah ya... love is blind de la... i ask you now... u love jared right... are u... if yes... just stay on with him... and see wat u get in the end ok ?? hahaha... I no need to see also know the ending.... okok... next .... wah... lazy to write la... say wat this feeling fade off... tat feeling increase... i understand tat part... and tats wat happen to your heart lor... cannot say more ma... u feel this way then this way lor... u think tat u gotten an answer for yourself, in the end... then so be it lor... nvm if its late... tats something i wun blame u... even ben get hurt even worst but "the first break and patch" is extra right... tats something u done wrong and shouldn't do... coz you're dragging the problems... and making ben feel even worst... but nvm... over le... just hope u got understand it yourself... yaya... he change alot for you... maybe its too late... no feeling... give wat also no use... change wat also no use... i can understand... so right now... after i say all this stuff and scolding... i really have no intention to make u be with ben together... haha... but hope u and him are still frens... and we are still frens k... i say so much... u read.. u understand... tats enough... just let bygones be bygones... kk...
Oh Man... I wrote so much wor.... Sheng... read until very song right... hahaha... Go Make More Frens In Sch... Don't Make Me Say The Second Time Ar... I wun use mouth and say next time le... just show you my foot infront of your face... hahaha... scare right ?? lolz... nonsense... k la... My frensssss in poly de... study hard hard ok... haha...
When comes to relationship...
Theres two type of person...
A-One is someone who will choose and choose for the better... May be serious in every relationship but when a better one cames infront of them... they will compare... and if the 3rd parties is really better alot or so... they will just go for that...
B-The other one is someone who will only hope to stay and wun change their heart even if theres a better person for them... they are normally the one who get hurts by A before... tats why becoming in this group... and really wish to settle down...
Let's ask ourself this question...
Do you understand yourself well enough... wan others to understand u... first must understand yourself... so... which one you are... are u A or B... or have u changed ?? from B... after get hurts by A... change and become A... are u the normal of you ??
Relationship... is both of them together right... why... to spend time together all this right... but ended up don't wan married ?? wat for... if you have a partner beside... ask yourself... will i want to marry and be with this person next time... if don't even wan... then together, is actually make use of one another... just simply spend some lovely time together ma... This will make you even clearer... are you A or B ??
Rmb...
The biggest mistake we make in this world...
Is the mistake... that we nv realise we are wrong...
Find it hard to understand ? slowly slowly...
Thats all for today... Wrote too much... Next time teach u all more... heEx...
